I may think that I am writing to you, but who is this really for? I don't put much thought into this. But this isn't without thought. I want to tell you, but would it be right if I did? What if there are regrets? What is I'm turned down? What if I'm not loved by the person I love most. It hurts, so bad. Can I deal with this? I know I always have someone here with me, but do they truly understand my pain, or are they just pretending? Is the person I love being obscured by the person I was truly meant to be with? I don't put much thought into this, but this isn't without thought. Maybe it's true. And I do know for a fact that I do love you.